I doubt that I could be on par with some of the greater writers or artists. I draw alot of fetish art I understand that that's not really art. I want to draw beautiful pieces or learn wonderful music. I would even love to be a writer, however I don't think that I can actuate this. I'm not particularly motivated to go through life famous but for some reason I have a want to if that's understandable. I don't practice on the harmonica everyday and I terminally haven't been drawing that much lately. But I feel something inside me, some sort of potential that I can't seam to figure out what it is. Sometimes I hope for change in the world; not that the world would be destroyed but maybe there is something in the new world that I can create that I can actuate. This may sound crazy but it is a thought that has crossed my mind. I've had Ideas for books comics but there just ideas, I need the ability to create, something I don't seam to have. This was all brought on by watching NATGEO on gifted kids. They say that people who are legends practice thousands of hours I forget if it's eight thousands or tens of thousands of hours but I don't know. Sometimes I feel like I'm squandering the god given gift of creation, of curiosity, or discovery. There are many who live a life unfulfilled but I don't wana be that person. Even if it's as a person just giving others ideas I want to see what's in my mind created, discovered and brought to page or art.